I haven't smoked a cigarette in two whole weeks
And I'm learning not to hate myself for little things
All this time alone is forcing me to take control of
The times I don't clean my apartment or communicate
And when I have to work tomorrow and stay up too late
I finally feel inspired
And I'm not okay with the way I was
(The way I was)
(The way I was)
The way I was
So I'll draw my own lot in life
I know what it's like
To be present
Without presence
I've come to terms with who I am
And I'm learning to love myself again
Again
Slowly becoming better than
Who I've been
So let me try and say I'm sorry for the last two years
When I was drinking way too often to control my fear
Of the meaningless existence where I just disappear
And I wanna take a minute to accept the blame
For all the times that I would swear to you that I would change
I misplaced my motivation
And I just remained the same
(Remained the same)
(Remained the same)
Remained the same
So I'll draw my own lot in life
I know what it's like
To be present
Without presence
I've come to terms with who I am
And I'm learning to love myself again
(Love myself again)
Again
Slowly becoming better than
Who I've been
I know I'm good enough
Enough for anyone
And finally myself
I know I'm good enough
Enough for anyone
And finally myself
I know I'm good enough
Enough for anyone
And finally myself
So I'll draw my own lot in life
I know what it's like
To be present
Without presence
I've come to terms with who I am
And I'm learning to love myself again
(Love myself again)
Again
So I'll draw my own lot in life
(Everything's alright, everything's just fine)
I know what it's like
(Everything's alright, everything's just fine)
To be present
Without presence
(Everything's alright, everything's just fine)
I've come to terms with who I am
And I'm learning to love myself again
(Everything's alright, everything's just fine)
Again
Everything's alright