I can act like I never really care
That many people only wanna see me bleed
Deep down it kills me, misery loves company
Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too
Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too
I can act like I never really care
But I swear, I'm scared
Looking back, I'd say I would change everything
Shed my skin and throw it down the kitchen sink
No, I'd erase every trace of existing
Counteract the turbulence I seem to bring
But mistakes will always stay unchanged and follow me
My faults metastasized hurt people close to me
I know all of these people see the worst in me
Maybe they have a point, and it's just honesty
Maybe it's all my fault, maybe I'm the reason I'm alone
Maybe I pushed away everyone by 21 to let me see them vulnerable
Didn't want this for me
No, I didn't want this for me
And you don't have to feel bad for me
My favorite thoughts are where I'm vanishing
I can act like I never really care
That many people only wanna see me bleed
Deep down it kills me, misery loves company
Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too
Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too
I can act like I never really care
But I swear, I'm scared
Sick and tired of sitting in the shower though
But what's the use?
I still can't fill my own damn needs
Seeing friends changing into people I don't know
Makes me wish that I could tell the younger me
"It's gonna be okay, don't let 'em get to you
They'll parade all your flaws for the whole world to view
They'll try to change you into something they approve
It will consume every path you choose"
You hate me, but just wait please
In more ways than one, I'm just like you
And you think all of these things
Are just sitting right outside my view?
I didn't want this for me
No, I didn't want this for me
But all I've got is what's in front of me
I just hope it ain't too late for me
I can act like I never really care
That many people only wanna see me bleed
Deep down it kills me, misery loves company
Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too
Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too
I can act like I never really care
But I swear, I'm scared
I can act like I never really care
That many people only wanna see me bleed
Deep down it kills me, misery loves company
Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too
Said you hate me, well congrats, I do too
I can act like I never really care
But I swear, I'm scared