It's getting harder than ever to
Keep it together I just wanna give up
Nobody checking on me when I'm fighting my demons
They thinking I'm real tough
Man I got problems I keep to myself
But lately I cannot Conceal them
So they bleed outta the pen when I'm writing my sins
Man I just kill 'em
I Kill 'em all of the self doubt
I followed my dreams and they bailed out
They gave up on me when I stand out
But I kept it real with no hand outs
In the struggle Still beating the system
Not a statistic I been a victim
A product of where i been living
Need a physic to see my vision
Call me vangough the way I paint pictures
You can see the hurt in my fixtures
Really wanna be a light my listeners
I write these verses down like they scriptures
How I fight God and Satan at the same time
Never Been afraid when I faced odds
Know the out come when pain dies
Lucy haunting me like she James Bond
Know the out come when pain dies
Never Been afraid when I faced odds
How I fight God and Satan
Lucy haunting me call her James Bond
Know the out come when pain dies
Never Been afraid when I faced odds
How I fight God and Satan
Lucy haunting me she James Bond