I had a feeling Why am I not surprised Shattered the ceiling The glass in my eyes I'm turning gold Why're you so cold to me Some of the words Get harder to find Swallow my feelings They don't sit quite right I'm like, What's the point? You disappoint me Only showing up when it's convenient Why is no one here to save me? Moving pieces across the board like its a game Oh what a way to frame me I know I shouldn't care but I'm over being used And maybe it's all in my head Guess it's time for something new I'm not even famous But all of you blame it on some lame excuse And maybe it's all in my head Guess it's time for something Knew I needed new friends When you didn't show Poured out my heart While you stayed home And I'll tell you something It broke my confidence When these thoughts are toxic It's darkness Only showing up when it's convenient Why is no one here to save me? Moving pieces across the board like its a game Oh what a way to frame me I know I shouldn't care but I'm over being used And maybe it's all in my head Guess it's time for something new I'm not even famous But all of you blame it on some lame excuse And maybe it's all in my head Guess it's time for something This is the start of This is the start of This is the start of something new This is the start This is the start This is the start of something new