I can't tell you how I did it
But I'm here now
Ever since I got this blessin'
I been clear now
Haven't let these hoes stress me out
For years now
Got my weight up and I had to put the fear down
Losin' niggas
But I can not shed a tear right now
I just focus on the niggas here right now
Ain't even at the top of my career right now
Mixed emotions I could disappear right now
But now it ain't about me but my kid now
I'm so used to women shakin' from the rear down
Ever since I made it shake they reappear now
Got these bitches runnin' fingers through my beard now
I can't even let 'em get into my ear right now
Cause whenever I need it they'll be there piped down
My baby only need a pioneer right now
Mixed emotions I could disappear right now
I been lowkey not because I wanted
Felt defeated yea
Smoke and drinkin' better when my bitch and I keep beefin'
She been breakin' down her feelings
Can't keep up so I keep speakin'
I was lookin out for treatment
When I know she'll be mistreated
Could be geekin' off them 30s
Cause I know that's in my genes
If I gotta pick this 40 up, I did it for my seed
I been cut up from a cloth that keep me goin if I bleed
Since I never got that guidance Ima make up for my lead
Yea yea yea
Mandatory rehab
Need my dog back
I keep missin' rings
And I can't call back
Man I just wanted to know where you was lost at
So that I can't cross that
Losin' out on junie I can't think of much to cost that
Wrote shit to my sister I was there for
With the small bags
Hate to see her cryin' but at least no one can call rat
Pray the shit I tell you, give you strength for you to walk back
Wasn't there to see me comin up from where I crawled at
Felt like we chopped it up where you was seein' where my paws at
Now we on a court where we would think we'd never ball at
And women always think I'm lyin', cause I'm not a small cat
I really hope this shit gon' change you
Like it does me
All the game I didn't know they'll get it when they touch 3
Hard to find a shorty who don't always cry for bbl's
And beg you for your money
Just to turn around and judge me
Never let 'em crack you
If you know they'll never succeed
Lessons I been learnin' with
Survival off of lunch meat
I'll never let you feel what any part of this shit done me
And lately
I can't tell you how I did it
But I'm here now
Ever since I got this blessin'
I been clear now
Haven't let these hoes stress me out
For years now
Got my weight up and I had to put the fear down
Losin' niggas
But I can not shed a tear right now
I just focus on the niggas here right now
Ain't even at the top of my career right now
Mixed emotions I could disappear right now
But now it ain't about me but my kid now