Man I got one car Niggas try to hop in my whip Just to make stops slowin down my shit Got my own lane, my own change But niggas askin bout my flip I throw em out to find they own exit You can't be doin too much for niggas Cause niggas, they'll ride all day Just long enough To see they not gettin paid But nigga how the fuck you gon eat if I aint Member this is my wave Act like you talked to God for me I prayed I got faith that I'm gon get it So I get it Niggas not on my level So I can't blame niggas for kickin my pedal But regardless if I aint whippin Then I'm bussin If I don't bus it, then I'm truckin Was givin hands and feet Was built for this struggle I'll never settle Got my mom n sister safe Nowhere to put this pain No time for cryin, aint no point in the rain And this broad yea she a bitch she love to play But she don't settle for lames Thats why I like to keep my head in the game Now thats a tip I'm smarter than lotta these niggas Ain't no lottery nigga Never got handouts I'm no pottery nigga Man I'm amongst niggas that shoot up and shootouts Lotta poverty nigga I'm true indeed fake dont apply to me nigga It's never hired We got tools We get dirty Construction boots hella plyers Then switch it up and suit it but never tied Seen too many done with no justice and it never got televised So I go hard I gotta stay in front lines You see the good you see the bad You see the hurtin when you look in my eyes Don't look too long cause it might hurt my pride Got anger issues So it make me feel real good When I could look this fly Don't know if its right or wrong Cause I don't know why I go so hard for lookin the part Designer money and primitive fashion But when you got it It don't change yo action It kinda make you move backwards Cause you on point when you got nothin there happenin Still in the trenches Tryna find yo passion And I been battlin stayin myself Or do for the world Nobody perfect But contemplatin if this rap shit worth it Compromisin my dignity, masculinity Was never my purpose Niggas in skirts for God's sake I aint swervin Man I refuse to be that nigga If I can't fly then I'll build wings myself And I don't sleep so I make dreams myself These new niggas be prayin to die young I'm tryna keep my health And if you shootin grab my hip for my help I'll love to play Cause man its too much to live for What my niggas gon do If someone take my life My niggas gon shoot And I'm not puttin my niggas in situations Where they wearin them boots Cause in real life I got real love for my crew This not a movie not a game When niggas die Niggas dead forever When niggas die Thats your bed forever I swear I hate these Rest In Peace tee's These bodies in my head forever So I'm gon ride with this lead forever This drug money ain't for flashin I ain't trippin if you find no ration I got a fam to feed I'll keep on taxin And if you don't try to understand me Then please man don't keep on askin I ain't here to be judged I'm here to make back shit And I been questioning the man above Cause I aint see no changes at all But everybody say I'm changin on y'all Like I got change in my draws IG mean nothin, aint no range in my yard Ten thousand follows, not ten k on my card My hands crampin, do hard labor at my job My fingers stink I got two years in my car My father dyin got no pulse in my car Back and forth talkin to doctors bout OD's Like I gotta hospital job But niggas sayin that I'm changin on yall Fuck it I'll change for myself I need that bread in my belt I need them championships and rings on my belt nigga I gotta get it by any means necessary