I fell in love with the feeling of being in love I should have known it wouldn't last But i had the traits And the confident face of a man And i'll evolve if i can't adapt So i fell in love with the feeling of my own hands Stretching back Letting go I shed the skin that i slithered in for so long I rubbed my stomach raw I can't identify the source of my Overarching need to pry under your skin I guess it started all the way back when You and i used to pretend we were just friends Now i'm overlooked and undertouched I overcompensated for such And i can't get back to where i once was I wish i'd been the one to come undone To have and hold this magic wand over your head I can't identify the source of this Overarching need to twist the knife in your skin I guess it started once i realized This life i once idealized is all gone to shit Now i'm underdressed and overtouched I didn't think that i'd like it so much And i won't go back to where i once was Thank god i was the one to come undone Now i can hold this smoking gun over your head