I feel like after "New Beginnings"
I got so stressed out because as much as it helped me grow
It also put all this weight on my shoulders that
I-I wasn't normally used to.
Y'know like trying to make people happy by
Overwhelming myself with expectations
And that was so hard for me to control at the time
Its... it's. It feels like there's more people
Watching now that makes a difference
What's the door about? Well
Every time I close a door I open one in New Beginnings
It think it's a symbol of control cause
I could shut you out or let you in at any moment
It's the line between us you're gonna get to know
It's annoying, I could get an A in class
You just say that I'm NF
Failed to be myself, great take an L
Shut me off, Save yourself, Quit complaining
Everything is quickly changing, let me put my pretty face on
Hate on me cause all you got's a boring life
Album two is awesome, now we gonna think about 3, 4, 5 (Woo)
I just want some me time
Go and find the real me
Forgot what that could feel like
All I do is keep trying
You don't know how weak I am
I just want some, I just want some me time
Go and find the real me
Forgot what that could feel like
All I do is keep trying
You don't know how weak I am
I just want some, me time
Weird cause everyone wants attention, cool
Then why don't you try doing something worth a mention
Also, shut your face
Put some work in, maybe mess up, learn a lesson
You ain't nothing special
Think you're on my level? No, go and cry if that offence you
Here's my think with the music now
So consuming, wow, look at me overdo it
Even when it turns out so abusive
Write to the mental health I keep excusing
Sit and dwell with the friendships I am losing
All for a stupid dream that's probably ruined
I'll just shoot it, right?
You want more attention, I get that, way more loneness
And I'm afraid to say I feel so alone because
I'm really not suppose to be
Oh you know me?
No you don't
You only know what you only see
From the photo shoots to the open feelings
I get savvy, you don't believe me
Everybody walks on broken pieces
I wanna rap when I grow up
That's so embarrassing
What do your parents think?
I guess I work hard just for the comparisons
Take every song and just bury it
I just want some me time
Go and find the real me
Forgot what that could feel like
All I do is keep trying
You don't know how weak I am
I just want some, I just want some me time
Go and find the real me
Forgot what that could feel like
All I do is keep trying
You don't know how weak I am
I just want some, me time
Me time, me time (me time)
I just want some me time
Me time, me time (me time)
I just want some, Aye
I had a fan send me a message
Told me his parents are fighting every night
He says no one likes him
Said he wanted to die
He's thankful cause my music got to change his mind
When I replied he started to cry
He said I saved his life, Damn
I complain about how I'm alone
Hate the doubts but I like them though
Makes me feel like I'm right at home
Fame will drown me if no one knows me
Weigh me down if their insulting
Stay for now but I might just go, go, go
They don't know, know, know that I'm
Getting really sad and pretending to be happy
Pretty good at acting
Holding every element of passion until they never have it
Hand that off to the me time I keep putting in the backseat
Crash the drive that I want so badly
I'm not bad with rapping, I just have no balance
Choose the rapper over people actually matter
I get mad at myself, wake up
I'm not famous so don't say that
Label me an inspiration
Younger me could demonstrate it
Older me is so frustrated, kinda hates it
All's I want's a moment where I'm nothing to nobody else
I just want some me time
Go and find the real me
Forgot what that could feel like
All I do is keep trying
You don't know how weak I am
I just want some me time, me time
I just want some me time, me time, I just want some me time
Go and find the real me
Forgot what that could feel like
I just want some me time, me time
I just want some me time, me time, I just want some me time
Yeah