I can't believe it's over now. I can't believe you're gone. So much time I wasted here. I can't believe that I could ever have been so wrong. But I still here you in my head. I still feel you on my skin. After everything is done I think the one thing I hate most is that I ever let you in or that we ever got this close. I can't believe it's over now. I can't believe I'm finally gone. So much time I wasted there with you. I can't believe you thought that you were someone I could want. And in the moment it all made sense. So easily justified that hurting was okay. But you're naïve and I'm a liar and I can see it clearly now. So here's to getting over this and finally moving on somehow.