Everything I ever knew about love, I learned from watching movies I'm pretending that I know what I want and I'm confident in choosing But when I'm honest with myself, I look so foolish I want to win but that makes me feel like I'm losing Feels like I'm losing Feels like I'm caught up, up in the games I'm lost, always the same I'm caught up in the games I'm lost, always the same Can't explain, I'm only hiding behind my own excuses I'm pretending I know what I want and I'm confident in choosing But when I'm honest with myself, I look so clueless I want to win but that makes me feel like I'm losing Feels like I'm caught up, up in the games I'm lost, always the same I'm caught up in the games I'm lost, always the same