I need a moment of silence To hear the fire No longer the one that you desire So close your eyelids Walk in my shoes Those ain't designers I bit my pride and lost my girl And she just wanted violets Just hoping I'm seeing her in the Next world I'm probably too far in my head I got an ex girl And this one's too hard to forget It's making my head swirl I guess she knew what to expect I'm onto the next thing I counted my blessings Wanna be done with the lessons Tell me we didn't just make a mistake All of our friends keep asking if rumors they're hearing are fake I don't know what to tell em Guess they'll just have to wait I'm heading back to bed I feel half awake I'm sick of seeing you in my snapchat memories Reliving the moments back when we had half the chemistry Back in serenity Back when I was ignoring half of the facts these people were telling me But seeing you with him has got me kinda jaded I'm willing to bet you think you upgraded Let's not debate it Sick of telling people, it's complicated Small talk became an argument Now I'm not your world, not even a continent He's a 6, you're an honest 10 I will not pretend I'm not questioning my self confidence I need a moment of silence To hear the fire No longer the one that you desire So close your eyelids Walk in my shoes Those ain't designers I bit my pride and lost my girl And she just wanted violets Just hoping I'm seeing her in the Next world I'm probably too far in my head I got an ex girl And this one's too hard to forget It's making my head swirl I guess she knew what to expect I'm onto the next thing I counted my blessings Wanna be done with the lessons I did it for love I did it for good I did it for you But I got a heart that you wanna tug I'm not in the mood I got the drive but never the time There's too much to lose Too many voices pulling from every side I can't decide but I gotta choose Energy compromised There's not much I can do when Everything we want in life conflicts with what we're doing Let's leave this in ruins Sike Maybe think we're just losing sight Have a mouth, I don't use it right Just praying I don't become someone you despise Said it's for the best I'm ready for the mess and feeling worthless I'm gonna bet You lied in like half the texts But I'll believe you just cause it hurts less I don't want confessions I already get the message What happened was in your best intentions Let's skip the small talk I got answers without the questions You know what I need? I need a moment of silence To hear the fire No longer the one that you desire So close your eyelids Walk in my shoes Those ain't designers I bit my pride and lost my girl And she just wanted violets Just hoping I'm seeing her in the Next world I'm probably too far in my head I got an ex girl And this one's too hard to forget It's making my head swirl I guess she knew what to expect I'm onto the next thing I counted my blessings Wanna be done with the lessons