Here's what happens, you get a bit alone Not everybody gets that time on their own What's in that box? Man, you know it's not my head Maybe just all the stupid shit I said over the years ♪ Your days go on endless and your months end up there, too I'd let you hurt me, baby, if it's something to do You were the best one, the best I ever had But even that best one can still turn bad over the years That's a secret I'll keep it ♪ I never felt so old I've never felt so dumb before ♪ Up on that ladder how'd I get so high I don't remember getting home last night If I keep on climbing, won't choose the best way down And every night in those dreams I drown So I think I need a leg up, I think I need a boost Got caught in that barbed wire fence Just like you said was gonna happen So I'm leaving it to you I clean out my desk and I lick my wounds If that's your secret I'll keep it I'm never going out again ♪ But if that's a secret I'll keep it