She wouldn't say it if it wasn't true Wasn't true A joke's a joke until it fucks with you Is it true? There's nothing I would want to hide from you To hide from you Another lie now What am I to do, I to do? Mother, I'm trying and I don't know why It seems I've lost my focus again It seems like once I think I have it all worked out Time comes by and washes it down Strive for what's right, I know I can't hide I know I can't hide these feelings inside I can't feel this way I don't wanna say Just once I think I have it all worked out Just once I think I have it all worked out And your expressions got me oh, so down Just when I think I do I treat you how I wouldn't want to be treated Do as I say, not as I do Oh, I beg you Another day, another dollar in the bank Be as I say, not as I am Oh, I beg, I beg you I fear you are not searching deep enough yet I fear you're searching in all the wrong places Well, my dear, come face to face with what you really feel