I spent the night overthinking in the park The time I told you that I'd meet you after dark I sat at home, phone tried to lead me where you are But I don't wanna go that far... I was meant to be forthcoming Several weeks ago I was all set on my own I was all ready to go It's only after trying You find there's nothing that you know And oh... If I don't say the things that You wanna hear If I don't act the way You expect me to appear Would you stick around and figure me out? 'Cause I'm trying hard to figure me out ... All these nights are getting dark Bad kids smoking in the park We're just trying to find out way We're just trying to fix our hearts If I told you everything I don't know if you'd believe me You'd say I'm not like that But I was only seventeen I was only dreaming If I don't say the things that You wanna hear If I don't act the way You expect me to appear Would you stick around and figure me out? 'Cause I'm trying hard to figure me out