Day by day my mind is further from my sanity Obnoxious self-loather can't even look in the vanity But can it be that I'm tripping too? smoking and I'm sipping brew Trekking up the mountain, no support, hand me a stick or two Glasses tweaked so now I see with twisted vision Division of cells tripled after Vehicle collision, flashback Left the village, momma told me "don't go son" I neglect to reflect, and I've accepted help from no one What's defined by your love Is not right for us I tried to ignore lust Designed by the times of La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La No one Has spoken, my heart still is broken More often I'm tokin', in sadness I'm sulkin' It's my fault I know it, but you never let me take the blame That made the pain much more humane but still I hate to say your name It ain't the same, no longer next to mine in context Now all I have memories, pictures, and craving bomb sex What I got next, I was waiting for you My favorite color used to be red all I see are shades of blue What's defined by your love Is not right for us I tried to ignore lust Designed by the times of La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La La