I've been walking alone
I've been glued to my phone
I hate sleeping alone
On my own and now I'm home
To just sit with my thoughts
It's 10,000 to 1
For so long I've fought
But now it seems they have won
I was wasted for years
I was tasting my fears
Foundations of the status quo
Can't build me up or tear me down
All I know is that I don't know
I'll plead the fifth and then I'll chug it down
I can't see a way out of here, oh no
I can't sleep, awake on my floor again
I can't speak, I'm so lost for words, oh no
I can't think, you're clouding up my thoughts again
Hopped up on anguish
I'm stung out on hope
10 bottles of apathy
And lethargic laced dope
I'm shooting up cynicism
I'm rolling up fear
But I'm a recovering addict
So at the meeting I'll cheer that
I can't see a way out of here, oh no
I can't sleep, awake on my floor again
I can't speak, I'm so lost for words, oh no
I can't think, you're clouding up my thoughts again