Thought we were pretty close
But we went too high and almost overdosed
All those wasted nights, staring at the ceiling
Miss the feeling of hoping it'll be OK
Thought we could see it through
But it took too long and now it's overdue
Now I'm so withdrawn, I couldn't make you notice
Too much focus on everything little thing you'd said
And I know that its been like a couple of months
And it's hard not to think you're the one that I wanted
Lying here, but you were so insincere
(So just know!)
That nothing went the way I wanted
And now we're fighting in your dad's apartment
Can't make sense of the lost time
Baby you're a piece of shit in hindsight
Maybe you'll get the memo sooner or later
But for now I'm just your biggest hater
So stay away, don't text me late
I'm not dumb enough to take the bait I swear
Just let me cut you off
And it might feel wrong, but I've been being soft
Take a look, it's not far
Just see the party's over, we're both sober
I'll say it right in front of your face
Until you let it go
I'm afraid there's nothing but the afterglow
Look ill drive you home
And once you're put together, take my sweater
I promise that you'll be ok
And I know that its been like a couple of months
And it's hard not to think you're the one that I wanted
Lying here, but you were so insincere
(So just know!)
That nothing went the way I wanted
And now we're fighting in your dad's apartment
Can't make sense of the lost time
Baby you're a piece of shit in hindsight
Maybe you'll get the memo sooner or later
But for now I'm just your biggest hater
So stay away, don't text me late
I'm not dumb enough to take the bait I swear