Broke car and a cleaned out desk
Blaming everyone for the life you lead
Reframe all the mess
Fantasy in your head
Reassure with imposter syndrome
Or self diagnose a mental condition
Lies that you invent
You're scared to look within
All these years that you've been living
Staring into the sun
You can't keep those eyes wide open
Staring into the sun
Broke body and sterile bed
Wrapping your mind on what the doctor said
It all turns into rage
A fire in your brain
The walls start to close in
You face a life with a chronic condition
Locked inside your head, a pain that you'll transcend
All these years that you've been living
Staring into the sun
You can't keep those eyes wide open
Staring into the sun
Past all the noise
And our white knuckled grip
Our souls are screaming
Desperate for meaning
A paradox
Keep only what you let go
Embrace the suffering
Reveal the meaning
Past all the noise
And our white knuckled grip
Our souls are screaming
Desperate for meaning
A paradox
Keep only what you let go
Embrace the suffering
Reveal the meaning
All these years that you've been living
Staring into the sun
You can't keep those eyes wide open
Staring into the sun