I'm not goin out anymore Lie awake in bed till 4 Close the curtains Shut the door Toss and turn and pace the floor repetitive delusions Bang my head up to no conclusions for tonight i just want to lose control wake the fire arrest all these delusions and all the sirens they never stop echoing around for blocks pull me to the woods or a vacant lot somewhere i can't hear my thoughts tie me to the mast take me safely let the waters be unlocked steer the ship into the rocks for tonight I just want to lose control Wake the fire break it and rewrite the role Shake the bite of all that leaves me stuck on hold Wasted nights Go rest in these delusions Anxiety don't mess with me No matter what you say i'm gonna get you outta my way Tie me to the mast with heart unlocked Don't let me steer the ship into the rocks For tonight i just want to lose control wake the fire Break it and rewrite the role Shake the bite of all that leaves me stuck on hold Wasted nights Arrest all these delusions.