I. Soon to be taken away From this world that I once destroyed Seconds feel like hours As I return the time I took Those I blessed with deepest hate Were only drops in the ocean of blood That cleansed my mind, but left stains that I Have not managed to was away from my hands II. Epidemic yet healing parasites Spawned in the chambers of spiritual genocide Dead senses awaken as my body is injected away Emotional intolerance No one can provide the callous with fury No emotions, no forbidden thoughts No strength No emotions, no forbidden thoughts Not even death can kill this cancer... now The smile of the open wound Is yearning to be free It will only take seconds To wipe away the vertigo inside me III. Fear takes control In this everlasting machinery Body lays dormant Festering spite in pale semblance Those I blessed with deepest hate Were only tokens of my physical demise Body is drained, but a seed has been planted That they have not managed to take away No emotions, no forbidden thoughts No strength No emotions, no forbidden thoughts Not even death can kill this cancer... now The parasite is holding me back The disease erased my free will Swept away by the comforting apathy Not even death can kill this cancer In my dreams at least I can kill myself