Give me a moment to speak Give me a moment to breathe I'll say goodbye and go I'll say goodbye and go I've been up these past few nights Trying to figure out how I'm going to get this all out So here's a page and half about Everything I've done wrong And why it took me so long To let it go and let you know Everything that I've been thinking So just let it go and let me know Everything that you've been thinking So I broke my pen and ripped the skin I wrote this song with my blood in hopes That it would stain your fingers and make you feel me I'm screaming it at you and hoping that you Will watch me fall apart and see my insides Say it like you mean it Say you hate me Say you can't stand me Say anything But don't say you love me If you just want me to Say goodbye and go Say goodbye and go I swear I tried to say this right I wrote this song with my blood in hopes That it would stain your fingers and make you feel me I'm screaming it at you and hoping that you Will watch me fall apart and see my insides Each one's numbered by which went first Maybe seeing it yourself will make you see how much it hurts Understand that I've never known How to say what I feel or how to live when I don't But I I'm trying so hard to say this right So, here's a song about True friends and true love No matter what you're all I have Understand that I've never known How to say what I feel or how to live when I don't But I I'm trying so hard, I'm trying so hard I'm trying so hard