I've caved in and I hate it.
So what if I'm selfish like a child, I want you back.
Today I woke up in a cold sweat with an empty place in my chest where your heart used to beat when you'd hold me and tell me you loved me and would never stop, even if I did.
Well, my head says it's okay, it's time to accept, but my heart won't let me.
It's holding its breath, waiting to breathe out, so you could breathe it in.
Let this air into your lungs and make your heart beat again,
But you won't wake up.
So, I'll hold my breath until you do.
I'll count to forever and hope to God I see you.
Haunt me.
It's hard to breathe without you.
Just please don't, please don't leave me without you.
No, please God, please don't.
Please God, please don't leave.
I won't try to pretend like I'm okay now that you're gone.
You were always the one that I would go to, to talk about how I could never deal with pain.
So what am I supposed to say to save myself when I'm dying alone?
I've got nothing again.
But you won't wake up.
So, I'll hold my breath until you do.
I'll count to forever and hope to God I see you.
Haunt me.
It's hard to breathe without you.
Just please don't, please don't leave me without you.
No, please God, please don't leave.
Here I am, choked up and broken with shaking hands.
I hate to think of you, but I always do.
I can't be alone, 'cause it's the only time that I can just let go, and I'm just not strong enough.
Haunt me.
It's hard to breathe without you.
Just please don't, please don't leave me without you.
No, please God, please don't.
Please God, please don't leave.