The years wax on and I'm so tired
I find myself just wading through
A tangled mess of flesh so meaningless
An endless trial by fire
My bones they ache for something new
I was panicked like I was drowning in the sea
I held my breath for just four words
I must be free
Four words
I must be free
I'm that classic portrait of that guy you'd want to be
If you romanticize depression
And make denial your obsession
You've got your dreams and there's nothing more to life
Now I feel just like a fugitive
Integrity like particle board
You will be Tommy Lee Jones
I've always wanted to be Harrison Ford
I was caught and this escape required a fall
I toe the ledge and shout
You know I'll risk it all
You know I'll risk it all
I'm that classic portrait of that guy you'd want to be
If you romanticize depression
And make denial your obsession
I've got my dreams and there's nothing more to life
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing