She's got red hair and crystal blue eyes A loving heart, much better than mine She looks so pure, her dress a hazy white Hard to believe that we share the same sky Im trying to pull myself up above all that haunts me I don't wanna bring you down I want you to love me I've got false nerves and baggage to spare Little to offer for romantic affairs She wants to love me- but im bewildered By the mystery of terrifying dreams Im standing alone, from everyone else at the party I wanna go home, but if i do, ill be sorry My love for you might swallow me whole Or i could fall out of control There's more to me- i want you to know But i spill my guts out Again and again Again and again