Losing you wasn't the plan
There went a piece of me
Something I can't understand
Praying you found the peace you need
I'm lost right now
Show me the way
I'm feeling lost right now
Don't got any strength in me
I was your keeper
But I couldn't keep you alive
Feeling it right in my gut
Hooping with on a loop when I'm dreaming at night
I ain't want to wake up
Starring at pictures of me and your son
And it's cutting the deepest
I got to keep him
Under my wing
Your dad was a king
But battling daily with demons
Starting to weaken
How he would carry himself
The pressure impairing his health
And I could have carried a little more weight
Until you could steady the helm
My brother was going through hell
I dialed back, for all that it's worth
I know I was trying to help
But I couldn't tell
If I was making it worse
The memories feel like Katrina
Flooding me, I want to call you
Please just pick up I need you
Swear he just sleep, he'll wake up tomorrow
(Shit)
We been through everything
So now that you're gone
I don't feel anything
You're still the best man at my wedding
Don't ever forget it
I'm pouring out Henny
Losing you wasn't the plan
There went a piece of me
Something I can't understand
Praying you found the peace you need
I'm lost right now
Show me the way
I'm feeling lost right now
Don't got any strength in me