Never trust a bitch with a beanie and short brown hair Hahaha alright, alright lets get toxic I hate the way you smile at the ground Laughin around, livin life When you don't deserve it (Nah you don't) I lived a lie, a blessing Should've lived a better life Should've laid down on the lawn Soaring higher than your expectations I see you doing good now Looking good, looking good Looking better than ever, you looking happy Well let me fuck that up for you cause I wish I was happy for you but I'm not I can't let you keep breaking my heart Tying the knot on my noose, all my screws are loose Ever since I lost you I say things I shouldn't say, some I should rephrase Sometimes you lose the race, some days you cant erase Some nights you can't replace, so we fill them up with hate Patch up pain with rage, oh lover, beloved I wish I was happy for you but I'm not (No, no no) I can't let you keep breaking my heart Tying the knot on my noose, all my screws are loose Ever since I lost you (Holdup) Booked a flight to Houston Told Julio im on the way (Okay) Better prep the haze (Ayy) We onto better days Let bygones be memories and nothing more Or end up screaming Or end up singing (Singing) I wish I was happy for you but I'm not (No!) I can't let you keep breaking my heart Tying the knot on my noose, all my screws are loose Ever since I lost you Ohhh, ever since I lost you And we back to the beginning It's always cycles with this shit (Cycles) Cycles, cycles, cycles I guess I'll see you next year, and the one that follows And the one after that (Cycles, cycles) Until then though I promise I'll try to find you in every face I see Until then, I'll stay Smoking my nights away, smoking my nights away Smoking my nights, smoking my nights Smoking my nights away Someday I'll find you, Sunday I miss you One day, one day One day, one day We'll fly away One day, one day I'll see you in Tokyo, my knees on the floor Neon on the walls, stumble as we walk To our way back home, on our way On our way back home Cause I know deep in my heart, that one day We'll be Trippin in Tokyo, until then Bare with me, cause I live in a world of make believe