Lately I haven't been able to sleep Unless I'm stoned Thought I was alright But I've been fucked up for so long I stay up every night waiting by the phone I see your lights flashing but you say that you're not home And I just wanna get over you and not have to be this way I'm so sick and tired of feeling like it doesn't matter So every day I wake I pray to God and say, "I just want out, I just want out." I'm afraid of when I die, that the church would be right, that my parents would know what I've done I cannot wrap my head Around any of it I wish I could Cause I just want to get over you And not have to be this way I'm so sick and tired of feeling like it doesn't matter So every day I wake I pray to God and say, "I just want out, I just want out." Ooohooh Ooohooh Ooohooh Lately I haven't been able to sleep Unless I'm stoned Thought I was alright But I've been fucked up for so long