I started this year with so many ambitions I'm living my life with too many missions I forgot about myself I've had way too much time in my own mind A thousand dusty memories that I'm keeping locked inside And where does it all go when I die If nowhere is everywhere The darkness approaches But I do not notice My eyes are fixated The wrong things in focus Convincing myself That I know anything I'm not convinced yet I had to find a way to express myself or else I'd go insane If I shout into the void long enough, my shouts will come back and fix me So I wrote about what needs fixing I put those words to songs In order to conjure up a state of peace I haven't been able to reach in so long