I, the stalker of muliebrous fertility The effeminate trait I long to posses Halted by cruel fate I, the victim of paternal violent rage Beaten and broken Disposable and unwanted Consumed by hatred, absence of benevolence Betrayed and casted away Disposed and replaced for the maternal femininity this soul lacks The desire to nurture embryonic development Gone to waste I, the scared and broken, lost all sanity With this knife I take his life Watched his soul leave out his carcass I, the outcast of society The victim of vengeance Does the fault lie in my hands? I am ostracised From the heartless hate driven bastards I hide 'neath the hills Noose round my neck as I leap from life Ingsun hanyaguhi ngalindungi engkak mboten dikarepaken Dumugi panjanenganipun tiang sepah ingkak olo tobat I'll sit and wait in the dark Guarding the fragiles Those mortal fetal flesh I longe