I know this pain is inevitable But suffering is optional I choose not to degrade my value I will never love somebody That treats me like I am ordinary I wonder, how did we connect? When you doubted choices that I would make You wanted me to be perfect But all I could do was to be fake Everything has gone in a blink Now I am doing powder on the sink Numbing my pain with a drink How can home feel like I'm in hell? It feels like being locked up in a cell I wonder, how did we connect? When you doubted choices that I would make You wanted me to be perfect But all I could do was to be fake Is this what you wanted me to say? That I will be okay? Why'd you have to be a prick every day? I'm sorry, for once I have to disobey (yeah, yeah, oh) ♪ Is this what you want me to say? That I will be okay? Why'd you have to be a prick every day? I'm sorry, for once I have to disobey How can I say that I am okay? When you are still here with me to stay Broke my heart 'til I have nothing to say Shadow of you just won't get away Get away Get away Get away Won't get away Get away