Coming in hot
I'm tryna find the draw with the zip locks
I'm quick locking
My anger deep within
And if you find a way to be proud
You better keep your head when you
Drip drop down and settle in graciously
Sit back, yet be aware
We're living in a circus and nobody cares
Sit back, yet be prepared
We're living in a jungle where no blood is spared
Ooh, I'm alive
I can feel so much mayhem on my mind
My mind
Ooh, it hurts so good to survive
Ooh, I'm alive
I failed at drowning all of my sorrows
I woke up and they were all a float next to me
Next time it'll be straight gasoline
Maybe then they'll be successful
In getting the message
But my efforts in vain
And swallowing your pride
Is just the name of the game
I want it to be different
But it's always the same
Sit back, yet be aware
We're living in a circus and nobody cares (nobody cares)
Sit back, yet be prepared
We're living in a jungle where no blood is spared
Ooh, I'm alive (I am alive)
I can feel so much mayhem on my mind
My mind
And ooh, it hurts so good to survive
Ooh, I'm alive
Thank God that I'm still
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive, I'm still-
I'm still alive, I'm still-
I wanna keep staying alive
If I scream underwater
Would anybody hear?
Shit! I've been working harder than all of my peers
But still I'm blessed to be here
Doing better than last year
Ooh, I'm alive (I'm still breathing, barely kneeling)
I can feel so much mayhem on my mind
My mind (feeling, barely healing)
And ooh, it hurts so good to survive
(Slow breathing, barely grieving)
Ooh, I'm alive
Thank God that I'm still
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive (oh, I'm still)
I'm still alive, I'm still
I'm still alive, I'm still
I wanna keep staying alive
Thank God that I'm still-
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive
I'm still alive, I'm still-
I'm still alive, I'm still-
I wanna keep staying alive