Trying to fin the sun, It's going down Some part of my heart that I'm looking to become I feel like my thoughts can be turning into stars I can't help but stop and watch every feeling the burns Mine in the worst kind of propaganda Triggers the worst in the dirty man and- Will turn a girl back, hard to look forward So I hide my concerns in a judgement smirk Always the first to burst into laughter Always the last to think about the after Second guesses playing tricks on me I flip a coin and keep wishing for something good Every deep breath I take makes it easier to care Every mistake we make may be one we let escape If for a day I was you, you were me, wouldn't it be great To consider this only as a temporary state Always the first to burst into laughter Always the last to think about the after Show me how to handle to truth, how to push through the move I really wish we could remember what's good You say don't take this the wrong way Are you sure this will make it go away Playing it tough, but I'm still out of drugs You say don't take this the wrong way You're in luck, I'm stepping out of the game I'm playing it tough, I'm still out of drugs I need to shake it all out, drop the weight and look ahead Always the first to burst into laughter Always the last to think about the after Second guesses playing tricks on me I flip a coin and keep wishing for something good