Need to surround myself with Beautiful things in the hope they help I turn my good side to the sun Its healing vibes, they burn inside out I'm not quite ready yet since I remember and still forget One year of slightly losing track I wasted much I cannot get back As frail as life between the trees I'm grey as light sends its good deeds I cannot think of a greater pain If it had to be felt in one day No witness standing to tell the story I look at myself from outside my body Out in the open my wound's still hot From when I remembered and then forgot I cannot think of a greater pain If it had to be felt in one day No witness standing to tell the story I look at myself from outside my body Out in the open my wound's still hot That's what you get when you're trying too hard I look at myself from outside my body Out in the open my wound's still hot From when I remembered and then forgot