I'm breaking my silence I wanna let go I'm watching myself Finally walking through hidden doors I lay in the cold Wake up in sweat The fears in my head they are not real they might pass I know oh I know Hold on to my dream That some day I would I'd be gentle and better and kind and I'd even materialize Those ideas I keep inside Oh yes I can see That look in your eyes Insecurities turn into demons and I think you know what they're like Yeah you know what they're like Sinners, beggars, judged and faithless I'd rather be loud and shameless Living life in damnation I'd rather be bold than faceless