Well, I just don't know where to start Will this heart of mine always be so restless? I made mistakes when I was young That hold me back I wanna shake off all the rules I know that I made them I know that I put them on you It's hard to tell you now that what I want isn't what I wanted I have to tell you now that what I want isn't what I wanted It's hard to tell you It's hard to tell you When will we feel our innocence From all these past transgressions? Don't wanna face where you come from It's your face that keeps me hanging on Didn't give up but I gave in You thought you could get away Running away from it That was such a shitty decision It's hard to tell you now that what I want isn't what I wanted I have to tell you now that what I want isn't what I wanted It's hard to tell you It's hard to tell you Under a falling sky, a billion stars align I'm feeling another way, it's pulling me into light I wanted to give you all I got but I think I did I think I gave all I can, hurts but I cannot change it My friend, my friend, my friend, my friend Until the end, the end, the end It's hard to tell you now that what I want isn't what I wanted I have to tell you now that what I want isn't what I wanted It's hard to tell you It's hard to tell you Oh, it's time to recall