If you really wanna know, I guess I'm sorry If you really wanna know, I guess I feel bad If you really wanna know, I guess I'm hurting Just as bad as I say I don't If you really wanna know, well I've been lying If you really wanna know, I've been crying too If you really wanna know, love's a gamble A bet I lost But still I bet on you And now you know what I'm about And now you know what I'm about If you really wanna know, been thinking about leaving If you really wanna know, this place ain't for me If you really wanna know, been thinking about dying Sometimes I don't know where else to go And now you know what I'm about And now you know what I'm about She gave me the will to carry on She gave me a reason to go on She gave me a reason to go on Well, now you know So there you go