Defeating the purpose Feeding the nervousness Living unheated Reading about happiness Reaching the payment Meaning to be her again Dreaming of the sealing Promise to not fall down again Evening like heaven Morning, feels like shit again Deeper then the ocean Moving from pain to pain Queen of sorrow, don't batter You can have her I don't won't her I'm a fighter, I'm a lover I'm keeping my head above water Only the strong survive But I know they will shorely die Dear father, sweet sister, mother I still miss her It get's stronger by the movement But I wonder what's round the corner I need something, a distraction Something better something bigger Is it worth it To keep dreaming If the world will soon fall to pieces Only the strong survive But I know they will shorely die Only the strong survive I know that we all will die