If it's gonna happen Why does it have to happen to me Felt just like a pattern According to schedule it'll be Did you keep your only heart Only for me to see I kept coming home Only to see How lonely could be What was that you asked me How could I answer something so free Did you find the meaning Was it the journey you thought it would be I kept to my lonely heart Nothing could ever happen to me You keep to your broken heart Say it is only misery How could I be free If you don't conjure me I keep drinking myself to sleep Say you got the answer Why does it feel this way Why all the rain Give me my prescription Why all the darkness Why all the pain When will I be older Or at least old enough to see Can you get me out of here Take me to anywhere But here How could I be free If you don't conjure me I keep drinking myself to sleep Rescue me