I got a lot of toxic thoughts in my head Who put them there, I'll never know But I don't blame them I doubt it was on purpose I got a lot of toxic thoughts in my head Who put them there, I'll never know But I don't blame them I doubt it was on purpose They're a little bit much, but in a good way They are so pretentious in the kindest way I can't stand them, hate them But in the best way They're a little bit much, but in a good way They are so pretentious in the kindest way I can't stand them, hate them But in the best way Just to wake up in the morning and say "This is a nice day!" Maybe go running Or do yoga on a farm Maybe a goat will tell me secrets Of how moths tried to steal their bowls of yarn It's real, my fantasy Its how I I want to live The plan was to have fun But all I seem to do is cry So many I should change what fun is Fun is Fun is Fun is The plan was to have fun But all I seem to do is cry So many I should change what fun is Fun is Fun is Fun is How can you feel so loved? Then turn around and feel so unloved How can you feel so loved? Then turn around and feel so unloved How can you feel so loved? Then turn around and feel so unloved The plan was to have fun But all I seem to do is cry So many I should change what fun is Fun is Fun is Fun is Fun is