I'm sorry that I let you spin out of control
That when you need help I tell you no
And I make you feel like you can't feel beautiful
I'm sorry that I make it worse when you get down
I don't let you eat I don't let you sleep till you break down
And when you a need friend I tell you, you shouldn't reach out
I'm sorry for the ways I did you wrong
When you've been pretty fucking great all along
Yeah I swear I'll stop tryna break your heart
And love you right now the way you are cause
I just wanna feel good again
Wanna wake up love the skin that I'm in
Not crucify me like I'm a sin
I just wanna
I just wanna
I just wanna get past this guilt
All the trauma that I never let heal
Or at least one day know that I will
Yeah I just wanna
I just wanna
I don't know if my younger self would even be proud
Or if she would even recognize who she is now
Cause she had such a shine but I made her dull it down
Her biggest critic used to be her biggest fan
Let her lose herself a little from the trauma and that man
But I'm gonna get her back yeah I promise that I am
This time I'm gonna give myself a real fighting chance cause
I just wanna feel good again
Wanna wake up love the skin that I'm in
Not crucify me like I'm a sin
I just wanna
I just wanna
I just wanna get past this guilt
All the trauma that I never let heal
Or at least one day know that I will
Yeah I just wanna
I just wanna
Wanna feel good again
Comfortable in my skin
Finally me again
I just wanna
I just wanna get past this guilt
Or at least one day know that I will
Wanna feel
I just wanna feel good again
Wanna wake up love the skin that I'm in
Not crucify me like I'm a sin
I just wanna
I just wanna
I just wanna get past this guilt
All the trauma that I never let heal
Or at least one day know that I will
Yeah I just wanna
I just wanna