I have to go, I'm so sorry But it feels so cold in here I am just now realizing, they don't care I try real hard, but I'm caught up by my insecurities Pour me one more, watch the ice melt in my fist I feel so unstable, fucking hate these people How they're making me feel lately They're making me weird baby, lately I feel so unstable, fucking hate these people How they're making me loathe They're making me loathe, yeah Why do we keep when the water runs? Why do we love if we're so mistaken? Why do we leave when the chase is done? Don't search me in here, I'm already gone, baby Don't search me in here, I'm already gone, baby Why do we love if we're so mistaken? Why do we keep when the water runs? Why do we love? I will lay down But they're staring, their eyes like two shining stones I see myself and I look scared and confused (and confused) Wait, did they just talk? Why is it too loud? (Is it loud?) Do they wish to run to me? (Me) Am I a smoke? Am I the sun? Who decides? (Oo-ooh) I feel so unstable, fucking hate these people How they're making me feel lately They're making me weird baby, lately I feel so unstable, fucking hate these people How they're making me loathe They're making me loathe (yeah) Why do we keep when the water runs? Why do we love if we're so mistaken? Why do we leave when the chase is done? Don't search me in here, I'm already gone, baby Don't search me in here, I'm already gone, baby Why do we love if we're so mistaken? Why do we keep when the water runs? Why do we love?