I don't wanna hang out, I don't wanna get high I've been keepin' to myself, you've been asking me why I've been sleeping on my own, I've been driving too fast No, I don't wanna die, that's just something on my chest Honestly, I am relieved that I didn't like you Close enough to kill me ♪ That's just what I have to tell myself 1987, driving through the hurt 'Cause you killed me I never tell you that I wanna hurt you so bad But I need you to come back ♪ I don't wanna hang out, I don't wanna get high And I'm crying right now after saying goodbye I have some vital mental health 'cause I can't block you out I see your face in the road driving the car that you found Goodbye feels so great 'cause it would have hurt more If you stayed in away ♪ That's just what I have to tell myself 1987, driving through the hurt 'Cause you killed me I never tell you that I wanna hurt you so bad But I need you to come back ♪ My best friend called the day that you left Ask me if I'm okay, said I'd seen better days I think that you're the crazies that have been You're really more than something You have to get it on the lady But I'm okay with it But I'm okay with it