She came in through the back door Took off her shoes and then sat down on my bedroom floor A journal in my dresser drawer The whole thing like a metaphor I didn't want to feel this way But she planted flowers around my pain And suddenly, it's all okay And I'm happy But I keep forgetting there's something about you That couldn't ever love me all the way And the truth is, I'm scared that you know it But we keep on going 'Cause we're too afraid of what'll change But I love you too much to stay Loving you halfway We called it an experiment Measuring feelings 'til we found ourselves a whole year in You loved me like I've never been I thought I had myself convinced But I didn't want to feel this way I don't want to go, but I don't feel sane And suddenly it's not okay (it's not okay, it's not okay) Mm-mm But I can't help thinking there's something about me That couldn't ever love you all the way And the truth is, I'm scared that you know it, but We keep on going 'cause we're too afraid of what'll change But I love you too much to stay Loving you halfway (I can't stop thinking that something about me) No, I can't go on living like this Loving you halfway (scared that you know it but we keep on going) Ooh (going, going) I love you too much to stay Loving you halfway She came in through the backdoor