I don't know how to be what I wanted to be when I was five Sometimes blue eyes, sometimes green Bike rides, snow hikes, and Christmas lights Sometimes freezing, sometimes warm I don't know if I can love that anymore 'Cause I got it all, got it all mistaken For a meaningful life and a fun family vacation Like when I used to ride roller coasters with my dad When a swimming pool in a hotel was a gift from God ♪ Like, love, we're like a family I don't know how to be Maybe I just wanna get married Or maybe I just want to fall asleep But at least I know that the world is spinning When we're tangled in the bed sheets And at least I know that my mom is breathing When we talk on the phone And at least I know that my house won't burn down, down to the ground Or maybe it will If I've been in love before, and I'm pretty sure I have Then I'm pretty sure my house could burn down, down to the ground tomorrow If I've been in love before, and I know that I have Then I know that my house could burn down, down to the ground tomorrow