I've been so much better But god knows that I've been worse Wish I could live it backwards Breathe it in reverse You're so dumb And I hate it So dumb But I still love you The same All my friends are ghosts That I only see on holidays Once we were so close I hardly see you nowadays It's dumb And I hate it So dumb But I still love them The same Sometimes I guess it helps To laugh at all the things I lost And I tell myself I'm doing fine Even when I know I'm not I love you, Always Those words I have forgot And I make believe that you're coming home Even when I know you're not I'm so dumb And I hate it So dumb But I still love you The same