You got me in an accident Now I'm afraid to drive You left my heart broken Now I'm afraid to love I can't seem to say the words No matter how I try I fell apart thanks to you Now all I do is cry They say that. If you want the rainbow you gotta have the rain But I just can't go through it again All the scars you gave me They'll never go away All of these demons They haunt me every day You showed me who was not a friend And how I must forgive You took my health for a while And dared me to live They say that . If you want the rainbow you gotta have the rain But I just can't go through it again And the worst part of all is to be fearful I'm not gone quite yet but am I stronger? When I take no chances, no risk at all? When I've forgotten how to free-fall? You say If you want the joy, first you gotta feel some pain But I just can't go through it again No pain no gain; that sounds so insane I'll say it again, that sounds so insane I just can't go through it I'm tired of it, I'm sick of it I just can't go through it again