I can't believe I didn't try to make you stay That I helped you pack your bags and walk away And laughed as you were pulling out the drive But the whole time I was torn up deep inside Well, I lied, 'cause I cried When you said goodbye and left me I said that door will never open once you go But each night's a fight 'Cause I'm not alright without you But my pride still doesn't want to let you know What a cryin' shame I let my hard head rule Guess it makes me out to be a classic fool To let you think your leavin' didn't hurt While my heart is breakin' now for all it's worth Well, I lied, 'cause I cried When you said goodbye and left me I said that door will never open once you go But each nights a fight 'Cause I'm not alright without you But my pride still doesn't want to let you know