I wanted to be sure of the quiet gentle reason that I bear And the honest waves of wonder, here lay gone And in their place a sadness big and wide So as to swallow up my joy, and long may be my life This anger I can't tame And the fire that burns inside; yeah, I'm alive So close up my eyes, Cause I don't want to see that I Still feel the same after all this time In the bathroom, in the mirror, in the light Have you ever felt so bad you cannot cry? I bear the mark, I am sigil to the spirits and the sprites But I promised not to listen and stay in my life