When does it ever feel the same? 'Cause you know it hardly does Do you ever think of me? Was I only just because? I think backwards The past won't get better And now you're just a memory in my head Well maybe I should Let you go This feels like home again I wish it wasn't fake I wish that you could Say it first, I still feel worse instead Somewhere in between And now you're in the lead They used to tell me this was real Well maybe you're the lie You ever wonder how I feel? I think you'd rather die I think backwards We're not getting better And now you're just a memory I'd forget So maybe I should Let you go This feels like home again I wish it wasn't fake I wish that you could Say it first, I still feel worse instead Somewhere in between And now you're in the lead