Built this house all on my own But I missed the cornerstone Made it all into a frame Worked my fingers to the bone Under my skin Toiled in vain While it feels like something else It's really more of the same Think I do too much, yet I've always done none Think I'll make it out the rut Don't leave myself time to do the things that I enjoy I procrastinate too much Everything I do is for a letter or a comment I do nothing for myself, and I don't want to acknowledge That I crossed my line, I know, but I ain't even draw it I am blaming it on them But I'm the one that makes it hardest (Hardest) The more that I go on, the further I feel I departed From the issue, every second is a second closer to a coffin Racking up my losses, I don't take responsibility I lack humility, which depletes my stability, uh It's frustrating when everything I thought was an escape Becomes a chore, can't do this anymore Been stressed lately, dragging things I need to do over long times Won't make me want to do them more Been searching for the end and I've reached mine I've reached mine Built this house all on my own But I missed the cornerstone Made it all into a frame Worked my fingers to the bone Under my skin Toiled in vain While it feels like something else It's really more of the same Ooh (Hahaha...) Toiled in vain (Yeah) Killing myself just to reach an unrealistic standard It's all my fault I'm asking why my questions left unanswered Focusing on what they think of me has got me anchored Depending on material winnings is not the answer I need to stop it, with letting that decide my worth I portray myself as different, yet that shit just doesn't work Scared that when they say they like me It's all fake, it's all rehearsed Cannot focus on important shit, I'm knee deep in my hurt I'm losing something else (Yeah!) Mirrors all lie, that can't be myself (Bow!) I love you But I'm not any help I'm not any help